Kyoko's Theory of Erotica and Horror - The Film Student, #46 - An Erotic Horror Story
Eros and Thanatos are one and the same. Pleasure is found in the pursuit of death and destruction.
"It is important that you watch this movie in full so that you can learn how to film and edit a body horror," Kyoko told Josh.
As Teddy and Ally turned and walked away, a solitary tear dripped from Wallace's eye to his nose, and Wallace realized, he was still a human trapped in a walrus's body--and he would remain that way forever.Â
When the credits rolled, Kyoko grabbed Josh and kissed him. Her body was electric with desire. She pulled her bra off and pushed Josh's face into her tits. He dutifully sucked them. Although he wasn't in the mood at the end of the movie, Kyoko was quickly getting him there. He'd been freaked out by the movie. Kyoko had been excited by it.
"Get under me where you belong!" she said. "I had wanted to facesit you so bad while I was watching, but I had to let you see it all."
Kyoko pulled her tights down and lifted herself so Josh could fit his head under her ass. Then she pulled her tights back up, wearing Josh's head like it was part of her clothing. Josh felt the fabric of her panties on his face and that of her tights on the back of his head and neck. He felt the pressure of being locked in his place. He enjoyed the scent of Kyoko's femininity sifting into his nose.
"You know, Freud said humans are governed by two principles: Eros and Thanatos. Eros is the pleasure principle, and Thanatos is the death drive. Eros involves love, passion, the creation of new life. Thanatos, supposedly, causes humans to be warlike, self-destructive, masochistic, and pursue risks.
"Are you listening, Josh?"
Josh grunted as best as he could.Â
Kyoko bounced on his face. "Good," she said.
"Some people think Eros and Thanatos are opposites. They aren't. See, Thanatos is supposed to encompass risk-seeking, and Eros is supposed to encompass love-making. But how can people get turned on to fuck if they aren't willing to seek risk? There's nothing sexy about someone who is scared of taking risks. The sexiest people in the world are dominatrixes, porn stars, erotica writers, adventurers, gangsters, and warriors. People read books about mafia romances, trysts with the devil, serial killers. They don't read eroticas about fucking their tax preparer.
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"Aggression is supposed to be classed as Thanatos. So when I'm hitting you with my bullwhip and breaking your skin, that would be the opposite of Eros? But that's what gets us both excited and leads us to Eros. My boys love--loved--getting hurt by me. Are they seeking self-destruction, or are they seeking love? The love they can only get from a goddess who knows sadism and understands their desires like no one else?"
Josh felt Kyoko's weight especially hard on his face. He smelled musky sexual scent becoming stronger.
"Horror and erotica are almost the same. Look at Tusk. The old seabird said he wanted someone to live with him and act like a walrus. He got turned on by it. That's pet play right there. If you just change the animal, say I make a doggie costume for you, force you to get on your hands and knees and bark and walk you on a leash, then it's a common erotica theme!
"In Grotesque, the doctor took the young couple and tortured them and forced them to play sexy games with each other to let out his own sexual frustration.
"My hero, Asami, from Audition, she is my inspiration. Not because she hurt Aoyama. Aoyama was so thrilled when she arrived at his home late at night! He wanted to be tortured by her. After the first time when they fucked, he could tell she was sadistic and twisted. But she only gave him a hint. He wanted more. He craved more. That's why he was so sad when she didn't respond to his messages. She knew she would get him worked up by ignoring him. And then, at the right time, she struck! Punctured his face with needles. He loved it! He was such a whore for pain. He was glad to let Asami have complete and total control over him. What only would have made that better for him is if Asami took more limbs off that just his leg..."
Josh thought Kyoko had a point, although she was getting kind of carried away, bouncing and moving as she spoke. She exaggerated a little. After all, Aoyama did end up rejoicing when his son killed Asami in the end. But he only found the strength to try to fight back when Asami started attacking his dog and his son, after all. There was his Eros. If she had directed her torture only at him, maybe he would have let her do it and died in peace?
I wouldn't get turned on by Kyoko torturing me to death, would I?Â
Well, I'm turned on now, and I'm just about suffocating to death.
Kyoko pulled her panties aside, and Josh started licking her wet pussy.
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